all of this and i am expected to find someone. hello, this is me and i am drunk and I almost threatened someone with a baeball bat....my main go to weapon. I fell terrible for what I've done but Canada or people in general are no place for me. I am an anomaly and I have to accept that. I am venting, conflicted and confused. /there is no help
I have been angry since i was 9. There is no woman i have fallen in love with out of nothing...it had to be built from nothing. Built. Not already apparent.....like love at first sight......
/i cannot relate to anyone. I brought my 3 years younger brother of mine to meet my friends and he seemed so insincere to them..
I do not like people.....
I gaud at them...
keeping calm and carrying on are things that people with the means to have and do.
I have none
the world does things to decent people...perhaps i was never decent in the first place,,,,\
I am angry
i will die
life is a moment
broken in time.